Monday, December 17, 2007
I'm trying. Honest, I am.
Far from home with no relatives even thinking of coming for Christmas. I can't travel home for Christmas ever because even though my hubby has a lot of perks at work being off for Christmas rarely happens. And when it does he's not in the mood to travel. He'll be home during the day but gone that night. My older two won't be coming home this year as other committments don't give them enough time to get here and back. And it doesn't help that my husband has never really liked Christmas. I haven't decorated much this year. Just haven't been into it. Christmas always used to be my favorite time of year. But this year especially it just seems like a lonely painful holiday is on its way. I'm trying to remember the reason for the season. I am thankful my youngest two will be home and I'm trying to get in the spirit. It just hasn't come over me yet. Hope you all are looking forward to your Christmas with lots of family and enjoying traditions and making new ones.